What is it they say.....Don't count your chickens before they hatch......Well since I'm not a poultry farmer I can't do that.But I do have to wonder.......Is she the one??I know it's still early in the relationship,but I really have to think that this time it may be it.Jen is the same age as I am and more ready to be a Grand Parent then a Parent.She has a 21 Year old daughter that lives with Dad in Va.She lives with her Mom and I've "Met the Parent",and Sister.....I've been told that "I Don't seem to be an Ax Murderer so He's OK".....She hasn't met the "Snowbirds" yet but that could happen next weekend just before they fly the coup and the coup turns back into a Bachelor Pad till next Dec.We both agree that my work schedule Sucks.....Working evenings Mon-Fri sure makes the Weekend more special........and I so can't wait till July when my phone contract is up and I can get a new phone with a QWERTY keyboard.......the better to Text with :D
We text everyday and I call her every night when I'm leaving work and chat all the way home.
I still have a little work to do with the the Self Esteem that is measured in negative numbers....And I still wonder "When will "Dumb Ass" fuck up somehow"...but I havn't so far so that is that................
The "Dead Snail" is still wanting to move at the pace,faster then the speed of light but for now I'll take it at the slow pace and pray that "maybe,just maybe....This is the Wish I've been Wishing for"