Like a White Top Hat tumbling through Space

Ever get a song stuck in your head and no mater what you do or thing or say you just can't seem to get it out.............Well I've got one and it's worse then "Little Planet".........And for me you know it's got to be bad......I've tried everything......I've listened to the song from start to finish,I've even listened to an extended cut live version.......What ever I do it still comes back.....I think of other songs and they all seem to medley back into it.It really wouldn't be so bad but it's a song that has a rather unspecial memory for me behind it and the one time that I did hear it played on the radio........................O well.......Life goes on and I guess I should be thankful that it's not some god forsaken melody from a boat ride in Fantasyland

Thank You

Thank You for the kind words......As they say "Don't Sweat the Small Stuff"......Well I'm a pro at making a grain of sand a boulder the size of Everest.

Well the Mighty Casey steps up to bat again on the 8th of March.I signed up for another Speed dating event and I guess since it will be my 3rd time in 4 years I figure I would give it one more shot.......The first time I met 10 ladies that night and out of the 9 I said I would like to meet again none of them felt the same way about me...............The second time there were 12 and I said yes to 8.......Same thing........So I'm batting 0-17.I would like to think that I would get a hit this time.........If for nothing else at least Dinner and a Movie my treat.It's not like I'm looking for an LTR......Although it would be nice if it grew into that and I'm not a One Night Stand kind of person either....Although I wouldn't pass that up either I mean come on I am a guy.

I guess it's just because as I see it the Friends that I know socially I can count on one finger really,and it's not that I don't know other people it's just that I'm not in their "Click" I guess that they would never think to include me if it was a group thing or something like that.........And as for the people I work with,since I seem to be the one that speaks a fouren language it just

doens't work when they talk about going out.......That and I just hate the Bar Sceen anyways.

Well enough for now...........carry on

Just another Tuesday to me

First off.....Fuck you........I'm just as sick of listening to me whine as you are but at least you don't have to live with it.

I guess with Tuesday about to come and go again I believe that for another years it's over......The holidays have come and gone,the Birthday is over,the feel of a New Year has come and past and once again that day in February that so many seem to enjoy for so many reasons is just another day to me.

With those out of the way,I can get on with the regular Whining....Not just the holiday and Winter Whining.

Some interesting news though.........I'm happy for them.......Very Jealous as I am with anyone that has been able to find a Significant other,but over all I'm happy for them and I hope they fine happiness together for a long time too....................Although if I was a bettin' man I would guess who will wear the pants in the family and make all the desitions..........And I know for a fact there won't ever be a guess as to who has to move where.......But that's just my opinions that isn't worth the time it takes to spell check it I guess.

One other sad note.......At least for now.........I've come to the conclusion that I'm going to close another door......I'm sure I'll look in the window from time to time but I've convinced myself that I just can't open it again because of what I've done and said over the last few months and I just don't feel comfortable there anymore................(insert "God he really is a Freak and an Idiot isn't he." here).I've lived the life of a mouse for so long that it's just easyer to run away and hide then to try to change what I am..................

TBC